Your memory & presence is as bright as the rising sun over Lake Louise. But I fear the day it will start to fade as time passes and conditions change as they do in nature and life. I sit here by the Christmas tree with a fire burning trying to decide what to say. There’s […]

Sunrise starburst over Lake Louise, Canada

I found a photo of our first Christmas together as a married couple. We were barely 20 years old and it seems like so long ago. I don’t remember anything about the day but I can look at this photo and see our love. We were living in an apartment but this photo was taken […]

Christmas 1984

It’s been six months since you died. How can that be? How can the world keep moving forward when mine stopped on June 1st? You are really gone and I’m alone. I’m confused, hurt, sad, lonely and a little angry. I know it’s all part of the grief process but it’s so overwhelming. I don’t […]

sunrise at Bow Lake Banff NP Canada

Today has been really hard for whatever reason. I’m trying to give myself grace but it’s still a struggle. A photographer friend shared a reel with me a month or so ago that I haven’t been able to get out of my head. I haven’t figured out how to share that reel (challenged with technology) […]

Today is your birthday. You would have been 60 today. But instead you’ve been gone for 3 months. I want to celebrate the day but it’s hard because I’m still grieving your loss. Our birthday’s are special, a little bit different than most. You were 24 hours older than me. Your birthday is today, mine’s […]

I always thought grief was an emotion. And while that is true, I’ve come to realize that grief can also affect our physical body. I thought I was going crazy! I’m tired all the time, have no appetite, I have headaches most days and sometimes struggle to put two thoughts together. A few times I […]

On the mornings when I have time, I like to start the day in my favorite chair with coffee and morning devotions. I can look to the right and view my bird station out the window. Birdwatching seems to be a hobby of older folks, not because we’re bored but because we have the time […]

Female cardinal enjoying the winter sun

Are you looking for inspiration in the cold winter months? Or anytime you’re stuck inside and can’t get out? This photography idea is a great way to spend an afternoon with your camera and practice macro. Most likely you have everything you need in your home! What you’ll need: *large glass pan (I used a […]

colorful oil and water macro

I’m wrapping up the last few days of my trip to the North Shore of Minnesota. We spent our third morning at Sugarloaf Cove (don’t you just love that name!). The sun barely crested the horizon before it was lost in thick cloud cover so I decided to post process in black and white to […]

fall leaves

We started day three of our retreat at Split Rock Lighthouse for sunrise. My family & friends know that I love lighthouses so I was already excited for this location. But when I saw the rocky coast and that gorgeous rock cliff with the lighthouse perched on the edge, I was in heaven 🙂 It […]

glowing skies at sunrise behind Split Rock Lighthouse